Killing the Angel

Killing the Angel

A drop of water
On my chin
Made me look back and face the wall
I look in the sky, but see no shadows
I see no skies, as this moment's dark

I wake up screaming
For what else can I
Kill you with
Kill you with

A memory of an angel
Staring into my eyes
Crying but speechless
I'm left alone

For what is this dark I feel
When I face what I think is real
What is this loneliness?

This drop of water
Made me see
Made me see the line between
I realize that my life's falling
I'm hoping for a better end

Did you hear me shout your name?
Could you see me through the rain?
Are you there for me when I need you?

And when I close my eyes are you,
there for me when I
When I need you the most?

Death's within and I am breathing
Death's around and I am breathing
Death's sweet slumber's tempting me
I long for you ...

A Forgotten Dreamscape

A Forgotten Dreamscape (Working title)

"Father, the sun is melting".

  Mantar turned over to the other side of his bed, stuck with these words in his mind. Images of a young innocent boy, and an dying man haunted him in his nightmares.

  He was not himself a part of the dream, he could only watch it as it happened. Deep inside he could tell this was his creation, but now it was left to rotten. Each night the same scenary passed his closed eyes. Each night he wanted to give his life for theirs, even though they were not real. What lead him to this type of thinking he did not know.

  Usually, when he awoke from his rather unpleasant dreams, he would not be able to fall asleep again. But this night was different, because he wanted to let go now. For ten years he had had the same dream. Ten sleepless years. At least nearly.
  Mantar forced his body asleep and cleared his mind. Images began to take form.

"Mantar? You're awake! How are you?"

  A young man with a green robe and golden hair looked upon him.

"It's been ... ten years? We're so glad to have you back here! I can't wait to tell the others! You wait here."

Through Closed Eyelids

Through Closed Eyelids

I try to feel my breath,
to see how I can stay
A puppet in this act,
praying everyday

I embrace my thoughts
Painting my portrait
On hollow grounds
You mean more to me astray

Such a life, living on a lie
Watch me as, I draw myself denial

I try to feel my breath,
to see how I can stay

I try to feel my breath,
to see how I can stay
A puppet in this act,
praying everyday
Hoping for a new day
To wash away my past

I hold my life in a thin line
The memories I love
Even though all I have
To prove them as real
Is pictures of me
Acting out my life

I replace all faults
Remaining at the gates
I swallow down
And walk the other way

Such a life, living on a lie
Watch me as, I draw myself denial

I'm nothing more
Than a mind and a machine
I'm threw with that
Now I'm breathing in between

The Ancient Serpent

The Ancient Serpent (Awoke From Its Slumber)

Half men, half angels
Sent by God to diminish our hope
I nearly hate them
For being what they are and coming this far

Do not believe them
Gigantic lies may hide the truth
They will deceive them
Memories fade as time goes by

Water fills my lungs,
I hardly breathe
I'm drowning all along
I cannot speak
The living took my life and called it theirs
I'm drowning all along, in a fool's nightmare

This ancient book
Spread with lies
Serpent moon
Coloured skies
Archaic statements
Calls for new commandments

Water fills my lungs,
I hardly breathe
I'm drowning all along
I cannot speak
The living took my life and called it theirs
I'm drowning all along, in a fool's nightmare

Will you breathe the antique air?
Will you search for signs not there?
Will you make me look with thorns,
cause eyes bleed faster than scars reborn?

Half men, half angels
Sent by God to diminish our hope
I nearly hate them
For being what they are and coming this far

Do not believe them
Gigantic lies may hide the truth
They will deceive them
Memories fade as time goes by